"जिनके होठों पे हँसी "--गुलाम अली साहब

जिनके होठों पे हँसी पाँव में छाले होंगे
हाँ वही लोग तेरे चाहने वाले होंगे

मय बरसती है फिज़ाओ में नशा तारी है
अब तो आलम में उजाले ही उजाले होंगे

हम बड़े नाज़ से आये थे तेरी महफ़िल में
क्या खबर थी लैब-ए -इज़हार पे ताले होंगे

"इतना रूखसत " --हसरत

तू इतना रूखसत हो गया है मेरी ज़िन्दगी से
लगता है जैसे खो गया हूँ मैं अब खुद-ही से

हर किसी से इतना रुसवा हो गया हूँ
लगता है जैसे कायनात थी बस तुझी से

तेरा आशिक़ मारा-मारा फिरता हूँ
सोचता हूँ क्या मिला तेरी बंदगी से

खो रहा हूँ धीरे-धीरे खामोशियो में
पाया वही जो मिल गया इस ज़िन्दगी से

"मैं नज़र से पी रहा हूँ" -- गुलाम अली साहब ग़ज़ल

मैं नज़र से पी रहा हूँ ये समां बदल न जाए
ना उठा नकाब साकी कही रात ढल न जाये

मेरी ज़िन्दगी के मालिक मेरे दिल पे हाथ रखना
तेरे आने की ख़ुशी में मेरा दम निकल न जाये

मेरे अश्क़ भी हैं इसमें ये शराब उबल ना जाये
मेरा जाम छूने वाले तेरा जल ना जाये

मुझे फूकने से पहले मेरा दिल निकाल लेना
ये किसी की है अमानत कही साथ जल ना जाये

"देखा है ज़िन्दगी को कुछ इतना करीब से" -- किशोर दा सॉन्ग

देखा है ज़िन्दगी को कुछ इतना करीब से
चहरे तमाम लगने लगे हैं अजीब से

It is very common that when we know more than we get confused.
"The fundamental cause of the trouble is that in the modern world the stupid are cocksure while the intelligent are full of doubt" --Bertrand Russell

कहने को दिल की बात जिन्हे ढूंढ़ते थे हम
महफ़िल में आ गए हैं वो अपने नसीब से

नीलाम हो रहा था किसी नाज़नीं का प्यार
कीमत नही चुकाई गयी इस गरीब से
This part song I like the most. It mainly depicts the desires of a girl, she/her parents wants in her life more than love. It reminds me lines from Gulam ali Sahab's
"जिनको  जीने के ढंग आते हैं , वादे अक्सर वो भूल जाते हैं "

तेरी वफ़ा की लाश पे ला मैं ही डाल  दूँ
रेशम का ये कफ़न जो मिला है रकीब से
 

"कसूर ना कोई"

कसूर ना कोई फिर भी क्यू वो मुझसे जुड़ा है
उसकी बेवफ़ाई पर भी दिल क्यू इतना फिदा है

हम तो हर हुसनवले से ज़िंदगी भर बचते रहे
जिस घड़ी वो नज़र  आया, उस वक़्त की ही ये ख्ता है

रह गये तन्हा फिर से राह मे चलते चलते
जैसे ये मेरी मज़िल की मुझसे दिल्लगी करने की अदा है

देखा था जाते हुए मुड के एक बार उन्होने
पर अब वो मुस्कुराहट जाने किसके मर्ज की दवा है

वक़्त गुजर गया उनके साथ बिताए लम्हो की याद मे
कुछ लम्हो का साथ मिल पाता,  पर खुदा की इसमें  नही रज़ा है

Know more, get called stupid

I have heard one statement that for one's misery he is himself responsible, doesn't matter in what way.I have tested it too at many examples and found it correct too except the few. This few examples are beyond explaining power of mind and we explain it by name of luck. Two example I'll take here. In one family the only son dies and in another bride loses her husband. Now how would I figure out who is responsible for that mother's and bride's misery. Extremist support like me who just want to explain this rule would say they are responsible as they were too much in attachment with them. they should not have that in love for them. That's how this 'incarnation' theory came just to explain the sorrow of innocent and it was said that what they have done in previous births, this bad time is result of that. This 'Incarnation theory' explain one more thing which I will mention with one example.

There was a person Ramlal in a village. He was very bad, dishonest and rude person. He took over all ancestral property from his own brothers and ditched them. He showed partiality among his sons. He always abused people whetherthey are there relatives or unknowns. People thought that he will get the result of his evil one day but his son treated him well in his old age and he remained healthy during his life-time. He died in his nineties at very religious and spiritual moment with without any pain. All people were too stunned at his death timing. They were not unhappy for his life not being miserable but were unhappy for his death timing and some of them called him lucky and few consoled them with 'Incarnation theory'.

As days of my life passing it's getting difficult for me to be in resonance with people as they are stuck with their already known theories and they want me to believe them too. They are in high majority and I would say they are all leaving some exceptions and very less of them just dare to think "The inside story". Those previous theories like "GOD", "INCARNATION", "LUCK", "GHOST", "astrology" etc. are just to explain human-mind unexpainable facts. There is a fact that sorrow of happiness can not be continuous. So These theories like astrology works good and provide a base to suffering people and give them confidence to wait for good time in hopeful manner.

I am unhappy nowadays because when i don't take decision everyone says learn to take your decision and whenever I take my decision but I am suspecious about their accuracy so I don't execute it then they say just have confidence in yourself and execute them and when I execute them they say you did it wrong. They say "What is wrong with you. Generally you don't take decision and whenever you take, you take it wrong." NOw one big and I would say one of the biggest question comes against me "what is wrong and what is right" and one question attached with this is "who has the right the say something wrong or right". I know the answer of this question but I know majority won't be agree with it again but I will state it.What I believe is "Everything is result-oriented and this nature is directing everything so whenever you do something nature automatically tells you whether you are correct or not by the success or failure of your deed. There is no absolute certain way to do something, It changes according to man,place and time.".

Our Cultural Pride:1

I was thinking from long time that what I have heard is correct about our country from all of its inhabitants. In my childhood I studied in Adarsh Vidhya Mandir run by RSS which used to fill the fresh and blank minds with the spirit of pride for country as well as hinduism. Our prayer used to consists some songs which meant " India has been golden sparrow, this is the big originator of courageous people and leader of world. " The song didn't last so early and had the glory description of its golden time around the reign of great king Chandragupt Maurya. This song also talked about glory of Veda and many other good rituals which really showed Indian prosperity and high values of culture.
I am talking bout this pride because today we are proud on those things we are not part of. Every action we take we try to justify it with our past by saying " We were best so We are best and whatever we do is correct ". Sometimes it feels like we are trying to hide our frustration as in our heart we know that we are living the distorted conventions and they aren't relevant in today's context. I would point out our few double standards where what we applaud and what we do.
(1) Caste system : In ancient time caste system was not defined by birth but as one caste became superior to others by using its power in wrong manner, the people who captured the label of higher caste never wanted that his sun or daughter don't get profit of the inappropriate rules they made to enjoy for their caste only. By defining other rules they made the caste defined by birth.
(2) Marriage System : This distortion is quite related to the previous problem. As marriage was supposed to be in those families which have same interests. This was the approximation that if couple has same interests then they will understand each other more as well as they will have equal mental status and there will be good resonance between that couple. Over the years things changed and in the name of respect of elders everyone had to follow the caste system and distorted marriage system and its going on in same manner. But I would definitely say if elders try to stop their child from marrying his beloved one in the name of "Sanskars", will it be justified.
(3) Considering superior to others : It is good to have pride on our culture whether it has its past glory or not. for example If someone's mother is black and ugly, she is still the most beautiful woman in the world for him. But this doesn't say he has right to say others mother ugly. Lately I have been listening many bad things from various senior people that We are best and other cultures are worse. If one ask them how they are worse then they will tell u that we are one of the oldest culture and at those times when we were prosperous then they used to live in forests. They criticize them for their nudity with whom i am agree to big extent and the thing we are following most in last few decades. Some people say about their ways of doing things like they don't touch feet to welcome elders which is totally ridiculous as they welcome three times a day by their own ways.